My worth

I love the Lord and try to live right but no one notices or seems to care. full of southern charm and southern grace raised up with manners and taught to do no harm. I say yes sir and yes ma'am so what is so wrong with me? I just don't understand. am I cursed , doomed or just no good unloveable, a burden, or what's the problem. someone tell me if you could. will things ever change? will it ever be different? idk. but I do know one thing. I will keep my head high, take pride in myself and stay true to myself til the day I die!