devil inside            her          

What's really going on?
life is one big blur,
people come and go,
it's always just her.
If you said something was off
I'd have to concur!
I already know...
there's a devil inside her.
she has no control.
she fights and begs it, please
but it never listens,
it never does truly leave.
its there if you ever care to look
it hides behind her eyes
it's that dull look of pain,
it's the times you never know she cries.
she never can truly trust!
there's always doubt and fear of more pain!
it's the way she hides her smile.
afraid someone might pretend to love her again.
its the rage she keeps pinned up,
she won't ever admit.
it's the way she feels about love,
the way it makes her sick.
how did this happen?
she walks around as if all is well,
but its there if you care to see.
She's living in her very own personal hell,
caused by disappointment,
unfulfilled promises and broken hearts,
it is from every person who walked out on her
and ripped her soul apart.
it wants to come out
it wants to rear its ugly head
she never escapes it
it even follows her to bed.
it haunts her in the worst way,
it invades her dreams.
she wakes up constantly throughout the night,
shes forever cursed it seems.
she doesn't want to admit it
but can't hide it anymore,
it has become too obvious to deny..
there's a devil inside her.
she will give no excuses,
and show mercy to no man!
she wants to rip out their hearts
as many as she can.
what happened you ask,
maybe there's a way she hasn't considered before?
shes tried everything, but still
there's a devil inside her!
it didn't happen all at once
no, not overnight.
it's from years of disappointment,
and giving up on her fight.
Her fight for love,
it's been a brutal war.
she will never be the same!
everywhere you look there's a battle scar.
what is left to fight for?
will anyone try to save her?
shes down pretty bad,
just check the score.
never actually came out on top,
never really won.
she has given up already,
but he has just begun.
when you look what do u see?
look past that fake smile,
you know its there, what could it be?
 its been there quite a while.
she doesn't care if it wins,
she doesn't wanna resist anymore.
it is what it is,
there's a devil inside her.
better run,
head for the hills.
there's no escape,
no remedy or pills.
there's nothing left to say,
never leaving, no matter what.
it's here to stay!
forget everything you have heard before
just know, yeah.....
there's a devil inside her.