Disheartened

Completely disheartened,

and full of despair.

No one even knows,

cause no one bothers to care.

The feeling of loneliness,

is too much to take.

I feel like an outcast,

like I'm one big mistake.

I cant see anything good,

I have no value.

If I have a purpose, I cant tell,

If I did, hell,

I wish I knew.

If tomorrow I cease to exist,

if I were to just disappear...

Who would even notice,

I doubt anyone would even shed a single tear.

I give up on everything,

I'm tired of chasing happiness,

I don't believe in love anymore.

No prince charming or magical kiss.

Everyone who ever said they loved me,

walked away or their dead.

Now all I have are memories,

That haunt me from inside my head.

I'm tiered, just simply tired,

There's nothing left, I'm completely drained.

There is just to much to overcome,

I am running in circles, going insane.

I never see any brighter days,

They are all full of sorrow.

I just want to escape,

I don't want to see tomorrow!